Fast day 1

Today, I did awesome. For breakfast, it was easy to skip, because I normally don't eat anyways. At lunch time, we had to go to a birthday party. I thought at first that this would be the end of my good streak, but it wasn't.  Usually our family will sit around the table and eat all together. They did this time, while I played my uncles guitar:] sneaky decoy, I know. I played music and sang songs. Then I made sure I was walking in and out of the house, where all the food was so that I could lie and say I was grabbing stuff to munch on as I passed by. It worked perfectly:] I drank a coke zero when I got home to congratulate myself on being a very good girl:] My cousin Alexis is here spending the night with me which is why it took me so long to post this. She’s been eating candy right in front of me. She even offered me some of it! I told her that I was still full from the party and candy would make me want to puke. (That last part was true lol) Then she got hungry so I took her downstairs and she made peanut butter sandwich with bananas. AAAAH!!! My worst enemy! I swear if that thing had lips, it would have been taunting me. I was strong though, I didn’t make myself one. I didn't even lick the peanut butter off of my fingers. I flipped that sandwich off and said nice try. (I actually did this. Don’t judge, it really does help me…) She ate it and drank chocolate milk. Nope, I didn't even take a sip:] There’s no way I’m messing this up this time. I have come too far to screw up now. We’re sitting in my room now. My nose is all stuffy and runny and gross so I’m pretty miserable. But at the same time, today’s success is making me so happy:] I have never been this strong before:]

 So keep this in mind girls, no matter how hard it is now, no matter how much you struggle, don’t give up. Cry a few tears if you have to, or flip off the food if it helps you! (lol) Do whatever it takes. You will succeed as long as you keep trying. Don’t give up. You’ll make it:] the only one who can stop you is you. But you can do this. If I can do it, I know you can too:] love u guys! Stay strong! <3

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hope you find them as helpful as i do!:]