Day 14

Today was Easter so it was hard not to eat with my mom making all this food? But I have some good news. Tomorrow, I go to my dad’s house. So if I play my cards right, I can go without eating all day. THEN on Tuesday, we have band practice right after school so if I do the same thing I did before, I can go another full day without eating. And Wednesday is a given. This will be my first attempt at a three day fast. I wonder how much weight I will lose in three days. Only one day to find out I guess.

It's a constant struggle, anorexia. Some days I am strong enough to overcome the temptations. Most days I can’t stop myself. I want to be skinny. I found out that Josh Warnkin likes Taylor. He says she’s hot. I know why. Taylor has an amazing body. When I am skinny, I want to wear shirts that kind of come up to reveal just a tiny bit of my perfectly flat stomach. I will be sexy. I can’t wait. But as quoted from thinsparation: sacrifice is giving up something good for something better. Nothing is as good as skinny is.